2015 almost over!

Wow, it's weird to think that the year 2015 is almost over..and we are going to be starting 2016. My husband recently got licensed as a pastor, and is the youth pastor at our church. It is an interesting spot that I am in right now, because most of the time I keep the baby while he is doing what he needs to do. He has another job also because he doesn't get payed for what he does at the church. When he does youthgroup I am at home right now because there is no one to watch our daughter, and I know the people get annoyed with the thought of our daughter there because she becomes a "distraction" Which is quite frustrating to me, because I would like to feel like part of the church again! I feel like I don't do anything, and that's frustrating.